To the guy who I never noticed:
Hi dear seatmate, I know you are not expecting this since what? It’s been years and I bet you don’t even remember I exist, we were kids back then after all. I never thought of you as a friend although you’ve been very kind to me since the beginning I just- I don’t know I can’t stand you sometimes we disagree on the pettiest of things like paper checking and such. I remember back then when I cried but I must tell you even now I’m still the good old crybaby but back then I got it bad. I remember you would try to make me smile and I think I never got to thank you for it. I remember being transferred at the back part of the class and I cried because I cannot see that much at the front because I was little but then you told me the most logical answer of that situation I was in, you told me to just walk up in front to see what’s written on the board simple as that and so I thought, oh yeah how silly of me- but for a second-grade pupil you were pretty harsh and straightforward. I think I hated you for that I don’t really remember that much though but this conversation we had back then still got rooted at the back of my mind. I was asking you for something maybe I borrowed a pen or a pencil from you but then before you could let me you told me to say the “MAGIC WORD” of course we all know what it is, a polite expression often used to beg for something to someone and yes it is none other than “PLEASE” but then you refuse you said it wasn’t the right word. I kept on guessing and I got so frustrated I cannot seem to see another term aside from “PLEASE” so I begged you to give me a damn clue and so you gave me one it is a w word phrase and I got the second word right. I probably really needed that thing from him to go to such extent to have such patience. I gave up and he told me it was simply “PRETTY PLEASE” I was dumbfounded for a moment, okay calm down inner self. I probably recited a whole lot of adjectives at least a kid can remember and it was just the word pretty? HHAHHAHAH. Believe me or not I can still remember that moment and up until now I still find it really silly and funny. A few years ago I bet in our early teenage years I think I saw you in a department store it was just a glimpse like our paths just crossed and we just walked past each other but I was so sure that it was you. You were still wearing that boy next door smile of yours. You grew a lot of inches taller and I guess I find you a tiny bit attractive which you really were even as a kid before. So how much more at the present time right? If you happen to read this and you happen to know who you are which is utterly impossible and if destiny allows our paths to cross again I would wish for it to last a little longer and maybe that time I can say that I appreciate a guy like you and maybe I could say thank you for at least once for the things you’ve done for me before even though I bet you wouldn’t even remember it today.
P.S I know that you use to like me HAHHAHAHH that’s what makes your codename as it is. I guessed I heard it from someone or was it just me dreaming while I’m awake? I guess this question would forever be unanswered. Till next time if there is one.
From your perfectionist mean seatmate :>
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