To the bully who’s not that bad at all:
I HATED YOU, yes that’s the truth I really did despise you. Why? Simply because you often made me cry. I do not know what your problem is and why you decided to be such a jerk to me. I was known to have long patience in dealing with others but you’re an exception because I get so easily irritated at your presence especially that smirk of victory you show me once you successfully annoy the hell out of me. I remember back when we were in 6th grade it was a cleaning period after dismissal, you called me names calling me I was a pig that I was fat. It was okay I was trying to be calm and decided not to be immature and answer you back. I wanted not to give in to your satisfaction but then you included my mother you damn guy, you really were on my nerves that day and all I know was all I saw was black and I was on beast mode. So I threw the broom I was holding and was really pissed I remembered shouting at the top of my lungs on how a jerk you are and cried and went home. Mother was so worried why I went home crying like a 1-year-old baby HAHHAHAH and so she searched for you in school and I knew that this time you were screwed big time (evil laugh) I figured you went home but the news had reached you and you knew my mom was searching for you so the next day you never spoke or tease me ever again. I thought you’d changed and so I started to see you in a different light but then after 5 years we became classmates once again in senior year and the jerk has been reborn again and this time ten folds. We grew older and this time I’ve realized reasons why you had such behavior that I haven’t thought of before back when we were young especially when you wrote this poem entitled the scar in our home. I was the editor in chief in the school publication at that time and I had the privilege to choose the literary pieces from all grade levels my eyes caught your piece. I never thought you had such potential in poetry but I knew you were some kind of mathematical genius in terms of literature? Nope and yet you never failed to surprise me but then nothing beats emotions coming from the heart right? That is why I really chose that piece of yours because I felt the pain in your words. You’d been hiding all along in some sort of mask. You wanted attention so that others would not see how you really felt inside and from that I finally understood why. You had this cheerful persona where you often joke and fool around but I guess you’ll never know someone unless you try to. There was a truth of that one study I’ve read shows that those kinds of people who often make others happy are mostly the ones who have been experiencing such pain in their lives. I pity you after learning the truth, I wanted to somehow comfort you by the means of understanding you, and my stoned cold heart melted but to me, you’re still a jerk though HAHAHHAH how many times have you made me cry? Too many to mention right? That is why although I understood you, I still get so irritated every time you ruin my mood not to mention we sometimes are paired up in group activities. It is a good thing you were participative though. People would sometimes tease us saying HATE + HATE= LOVE the hell with that conclusion but then you did this, an unexpected act, especially from the likes of you, my number one bully. It was junior and senior’s prom and the dancing part. I was just enjoying my time snapping video clips of couples dancing together, you too were dancing with the girl you had a huge crush on. After a while, I sat, and then you opened your arms inviting me to dance with you. Honestly, I was touched by such an act, never have I ever expected such an invitation from you like- totally. I haven’t even had an invite from my so-called crushes but I had a great time and I had considered my JS prom experience as one of the best nights of my life. I got to unleash my wild and crazy self and let myself dance like it’s the last. The act of kindness you showed me, I appreciate how sweet you were to asked the girl you always annoy and for once I had looked at you closely and realized how- never mind, no need to say it so Thank you dear bully I guess you’re not that bad at all.
From the girl you always bully:-]
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