by SinePleurePlume
Hiding away behind a screen
Hiding the feelings settling in
Contented to see you as a star
Burning bright but never far
It’s funny how it all started with a click
Following your life’s course like flashing films
Smiling idly foolish like a kid
From the pebbles that hopes, it could be picked
But what is this I fear,
Yellow dwarf faces me in the spotlight
The flower vase’s anxiety heightens up in the sky
Skipping beats, you can hear it from miles
Thoughts derange from mirage realities
Our red twin flames so sudden, intertwines
The renaissance of our chapter’s first beginning
From shy quite smiles to ear shattering laughter
As if I’m finally the main character
Where I get to be the damsel in distress and you my knight and shining armor
Walks in the sunset beach talking over forever while the moon slowly creeps
Dates in comfortable silence
Without doubts and misery
Dancing under the stars where you were once was
Bickering in food but not with our love
Awaken by mornings with you by my side, how lovely it is to be with you my whole life
Staring out of space wondering,
Embraced in your arms like a newborn son,
Weeping with finality of you and me in the dusk of dawn
But the thought burns, leaving me astray.
As if fantasies shift to hideous paralysis- a nightmare of confusion.
Stuck in the illusion of questions, of maybes and possibilities lingering like a plague.
This feeling- am I in too deep to get away?
Should I shout it all for the world to hear
Or murmur for you to know you are dear
Hiding away behind a screen
Keeping the feelings settling in
Contented to see you as a star
Burning bright but always far
A/N: I wrote this on the day of my 22nd birthday, marking the very first piece I've made being a 22-year-old woman. I was inspired by the thought that my crush to someone might come true. Blinded by the assumptions of what could happen. Only to realize that it isn't happening. This piece is also the first ever awitula/spoken word poetry piece ft of my favorite song at the moment Guilty as sin by Taylor Swift from her TTPD album, I've made after enchanted which impacted me as much and had created this masterpiece. This piece describes an alternative universe where my feelings get reciprocated but in reality, it is a farfetched dream that is why the greatest twist of all is when such thoughts did not become a reality
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